Updates! Does anyone give a fuck? I mean, it's okay. I'm mainly just doing this to incriminate myself in a different, unique and niche, way compared to fellow compatriots that do so on Twitter. Jesus. This truly is stream. It's fun though. "It's fun to have fun, you just have to know how." Did I just quote Cat In The Hat? Yes. Yes, I did.
Look, um, I got COVID. I felt like death. I felt I had to work on stuff, so I've been working on a TV show. Also a feature, technically two but I haven't touched the other. I've been making music. I'm picture-locking my feature. I'm working. It's just hard to do so with no capital, mainly due to being in a capitalist system. Why have I chosen to make art? I ask myself this question every fucking day. Not for fame or money, I clearly have neither and want neither. (I want some money, haha.) I've always said I wanted to have a job where I could help people. I tell myself, "That's why I make art!"
Is it? Maybe it's more selfish than that, haha. I truly think it's a coping mechanism, and it becomes more desperate every day. Not in a bad way, obviously. More so, in a relentless fashion that would leave me dry otherwise. You can't help but do stuff. I can't help but make stuff. I'm just a moron that likes to tackle a lot at once. I always have. I'm Gen Z, we were born multi-tasking. I just take on big projects, and want to make sure they're good. I take my time. I'm also human, haha. A faulty human. A human who know realizes he makes art to help people, cope, and make an attempt at making myself happy.
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